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Post by jjane14 on Jan 13, 2014 21:53:43 GMT
I literally just skipped my first class of my semester back from Christmas break. I knew I wasn't ready to come back and I wanted to take this semester off to try more things to try to cure myself and go to the doctors. But I was trying to be strong and do the semester. But as soon as I saw one of the ppl who made fun of me last semester I became even more depressed. I'M literally in the restroom right now. I'm so sick of this having to hide out and feeling like a empty shell.
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Post by awkwardorganism on Jan 14, 2014 15:41:09 GMT
You will be alright. I made it through college, although sometimes it was difficult. It was actually much easier than high school and middle school. Adults are not usually as cruel as kids are about this condition. Kids are ruthless!
I used to hide out in middle and high school. I'd wander the halls after skipping classes and tried to avoid being caught by hall monitors. Usually I just sat at a library nook somewhere far off in the corner and draw pictures. I didn't care about school then; probably had the lowest GPA in high school (1.2, I think). I even failed gym class because it made me sweat too much and reek horribly.
In college, the comments didn't bother me much, but the fragrances did (I'm hypersensitive to fragrances).
I'm done with college now (Biology major), but was going to go further. But I decided not to now. I'm a truck driver now and it's nice and peaceful and there are no fragrances to affect me. I'd suggest that you try to go to school for something where you are not around people too often. Truck driving is the best option for me. It's unfortunate that I even went to college, because I spent lots of loot and my degree has done me no good at all. But I like Biology, so it was entertaining to study the subject.
Just ignore the people if you can (I know it's difficult). Anyone who makes fun of someone with a condition like this has mental problems of their own.
Good luck in school!
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Post by jjane14 on Jan 14, 2014 19:07:27 GMT
Thanks for the motivation. It's just so hard to continue on with this condition. People remind me everyday that I'm just a waste of space and I already feel that way on my own but just to get so many comments and reactions my feelings of worthlessness increases. I'm trying to be strong but these past 7 years has taken its toll on me.
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Post by astralization on Aug 10, 2015 20:53:25 GMT
I also smell and if anyone wants a friend like me my email is zetagray1218@gmail.com I really want a friend who smells like me
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