Post by dm13 on Jan 20, 2012 2:57:03 GMT
Hi everyone! How are you guys doing? Me... to tell you honestly, not doing so great!
I have a job now in a bank... and I'm very much okay with my job. It's just that, everyone around me coughs non-stop! YES! A lot of people would cough like there's no tomorrow the moment I step in the office. I swear, I want to disappear like every single day!
I don't know, but even people which are far away from me would still clean their throats, and cough, and sneeze, etc. I really don't know, I was thinking like how come they could still smell me even if they're far away from me. Is it because we're in a close and air-conditioned room? I really want to disappear everytime people would cough so loud everytime I would pass by them. They would also hold their nose, make faces, etc. Some of them would say stuffs about taking a bath, and that they put on deodorant, etc. Things that you surely know were meant for you.
I've tried to talk to the doctor in our clinic about how come people would cough whenever I'm around. And she says that I'm just being paranoid and that I just lack confidence cause I'm still young. I surely know that I'm not being paranoid about people coughing when I'm around. Cause I'm experiencing it every single day. I think that no matter how i try to explain my situation to doctors, they wouldn't understand. Only someone who's experiencing it as well will fully understand how I feel and how this condition is affecting our lives in ways no one can imagine.
I want to resign but I can't. Cause I'm the only one working in the family..
I'm tired of this life, I just want to experience a normal life..
And, feel okay again...
But, no matter how hard it is, let's keep hoping that one day, sooner or later, we'll get through this crisis and be able to live a normal life... let's keep the faith alive.
I have a job now in a bank... and I'm very much okay with my job. It's just that, everyone around me coughs non-stop! YES! A lot of people would cough like there's no tomorrow the moment I step in the office. I swear, I want to disappear like every single day!
I don't know, but even people which are far away from me would still clean their throats, and cough, and sneeze, etc. I really don't know, I was thinking like how come they could still smell me even if they're far away from me. Is it because we're in a close and air-conditioned room? I really want to disappear everytime people would cough so loud everytime I would pass by them. They would also hold their nose, make faces, etc. Some of them would say stuffs about taking a bath, and that they put on deodorant, etc. Things that you surely know were meant for you.
I've tried to talk to the doctor in our clinic about how come people would cough whenever I'm around. And she says that I'm just being paranoid and that I just lack confidence cause I'm still young. I surely know that I'm not being paranoid about people coughing when I'm around. Cause I'm experiencing it every single day. I think that no matter how i try to explain my situation to doctors, they wouldn't understand. Only someone who's experiencing it as well will fully understand how I feel and how this condition is affecting our lives in ways no one can imagine.
I want to resign but I can't. Cause I'm the only one working in the family..
I'm tired of this life, I just want to experience a normal life..
And, feel okay again...
But, no matter how hard it is, let's keep hoping that one day, sooner or later, we'll get through this crisis and be able to live a normal life... let's keep the faith alive.