Post by maybeoneday51 on Mar 18, 2012 1:07:25 GMT
NO MORE SMELL; I`M DONE WITH IT
When some students stand in the hall and stick their heads over the door expecting to find that “estrange creature” that smelled like hell, they cant find him anymore. Now he is someone else. It was a situation which I had to deal with almost everyday before.
Now I dont see those “accusing” faces; or those low voices like secrets murmuring in a way that you can figure what they talking about: you.
Now I`m inserting myself little by little into society, but not so fast; I dont want to be to deep into them anyway; Im already so used to live by myself, that I prefer to stay in, but out. I feel comfortable like that; made my own schedule and keep busy all day long, squeezing the juice out of every minute of the time, which I spend doing or producing positive things.
I feel very happy for me. Last Sunday I had a family party; as a host, kept myself busy making sure everything was all right with my guesses, before I realized that I had not taken a shower for more than twelve ours (from about 8:00 AM until close to 9 PM). And Im sure that I did not smell. After I laid in bed did not know either if smile, laugh, or cry. Felt blessed.
Now I walk around with no fear; approach neighbours with confidence without that cold in my stomach. Remember that dog in the cartoon: You know what? Im happy...
My plan is working. Sorry, but I dont believe in “magic pills” unless they really replace FMO3 which is a metabolic subproduct that only complex biological organs can process or produce. I believe and hope that FMO3 from other humans being could be used and work on us. Anyway, lets the scientists do their work, one never know. Im not cured, Im just controlling it.
I believe that every achievement we reach in life is the result of effort, order, discipline, and persistence. We all have the ability to make it; is just about to go and get it.
Now Im close to get into a relationship with a young co-student. Finally; Thanks God!
Best wishes and good luck to every one of you.
Maybeoneday51
When some students stand in the hall and stick their heads over the door expecting to find that “estrange creature” that smelled like hell, they cant find him anymore. Now he is someone else. It was a situation which I had to deal with almost everyday before.
Now I dont see those “accusing” faces; or those low voices like secrets murmuring in a way that you can figure what they talking about: you.
Now I`m inserting myself little by little into society, but not so fast; I dont want to be to deep into them anyway; Im already so used to live by myself, that I prefer to stay in, but out. I feel comfortable like that; made my own schedule and keep busy all day long, squeezing the juice out of every minute of the time, which I spend doing or producing positive things.
I feel very happy for me. Last Sunday I had a family party; as a host, kept myself busy making sure everything was all right with my guesses, before I realized that I had not taken a shower for more than twelve ours (from about 8:00 AM until close to 9 PM). And Im sure that I did not smell. After I laid in bed did not know either if smile, laugh, or cry. Felt blessed.
Now I walk around with no fear; approach neighbours with confidence without that cold in my stomach. Remember that dog in the cartoon: You know what? Im happy...
My plan is working. Sorry, but I dont believe in “magic pills” unless they really replace FMO3 which is a metabolic subproduct that only complex biological organs can process or produce. I believe and hope that FMO3 from other humans being could be used and work on us. Anyway, lets the scientists do their work, one never know. Im not cured, Im just controlling it.
I believe that every achievement we reach in life is the result of effort, order, discipline, and persistence. We all have the ability to make it; is just about to go and get it.
Now Im close to get into a relationship with a young co-student. Finally; Thanks God!
Best wishes and good luck to every one of you.
Maybeoneday51