Post by maybeoneday51 on Jan 27, 2012 21:44:06 GMT
Time ago, I used to make a sad picture out of my face. No one needed to guess the obvious unhappiness: my own self was the image of a broken soul. Some of us may have what could be called “the Perón-Cahlos Syndrome”; in reference to Eva Perón and Frida Cahlo; they both hated their bodies.
Maybe I did too...
But one day I made couple of questions-thoughts:
Should I keep this going on?
Must I still degrading and blaming myself on something that I can’t control?
I´m I going anywhere?
Now who’s the blame?
Me?
Society?
Mother Nature?
God?
Do I have space in society?
I needed a change before I got pathetic; so I made a commitment with destiny. I swore to let pass all the situations that made me feel uncomfortable. I swore to let go the negative pass, and to erase those clouds, remnants of my mind. They still come back once in a while, but I manage dodge’m. I also swore to start a new road and recover the lost time left behind.
I read about low choline diet at MEBO Research’s Blog, which I followed having some improvement. Later around in this forum (Breath and Body Odors) I knew that vitamin B2 and Zinc worked fine on some fellows. Not a cure but also a good lift specially in food digesting.
Then I kind of look at the future in another way; turned some weakness into strength; went back to school; and now I am close to graduate from Law School. Sometimes I loose control on my diet and get a litle embarrased.
Course is not easy to watch other co-students steering at you and laughing on purpose; especially when you are not behind in class. Effective technique to get you back into the wrong track. Sorry guys... quitting time is far gone.
Course is not easy either listening to uncomfortable words coming even from the teachers, having to hold your breath, and keep silence as a confident of your felony. Guilty!
But I overcame it with persistence and discipline. I gained some respect.
Some say that I look younger now; and Im glad to hear it. Not a happy man, but certainly feel a lot better than before.
Now, will I feel strong enough to practice Law and help people, making good use of what I learned?
Think Im going to need another bit of low cholin diet, B2, Zinc, and strength!
If it worked for me, it may work for you too. Try it, there’s nothing to loose,but a good chance to improve yourself.
God bless us all, boys and girls!
Maybeoneday51